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we're made of stars.

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i hear you believe we're made of stars and that other people think you're crazy. i don't. i did but then i figured you out and i realized you were just words and talk and a lot of mind games that even you couldn't understand why you played. you used to compare me to wild fire's and i would curse you until the night ended. we were a lot of nothing back then. we're even more nothing now then before. when i first met you i figured we'd be something but that was the kind of person i was back then. i used to expect the best from people and from situations but now i know to hope for the best and expect the worst because people like you come around a lot and they like to disapoint people like me. you used to tell me to find someone like myself but back then i hated myself so i just stuck with you. turns out it was you i should have hated. i am miles away from that point in my life but you were a traffic jam so don't give yourself any credit. a lot of times i think i hate you but it's not the kind of hate that will last forever. it comes and goes in waves and i do not know which hurts more - hating you or missing you. i hear you're suppose to forgive and forget but it's hard to do even one of those things when you're the one i'm doing them to.
word vomit.
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IgnitionInStars's avatar
'i used to except the best from people and from situations'
i think you meant 'expect'

this is lovely word vomit by the way.
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